I don’t know how you all woke up, but I woke up this morning feeling happier than I have felt in a little while. Perhaps it’s the fact that it’s a new year, but I would not attribute it to just that.
At this point in life, the feeling of being lost is beginning to be constant and kind of overbearing. And yes, I’m well aware that at my age, that might be normal, but I don’t feel like it’s okay. But for the first time in forever, I am feeling like it’s the most okay thing right now.
Maybe it’s my being passive, and the part of me that is a control freak is trying to implore me to reconsider that idea. At the same time, though, it’s important to remember that life will play out the way that it wants to, and I don’t believe that my life is supposed to turn out in a way that results in my unhappiness. So I’m just going to believe that no matter what, things will work out the way that they are meant to.
This post is nothing major, I just wanted to share the state that my mind is in. I’m happy, and healthy, and I cannot wait to see what 2017 has to offer. I have a feeling that it’s going to be full of amazing experiences and adventures that I will hopefully be able to share.